The Month of July in Review

Well July has been a whirlwind to say the least... not only did i loose a boyfriend, i gained another but that didnt last to long because i lost him too... LOL oh well... but me and the second boyfriend still have a very "special" friendship... but there was a huge age gap... now you know that im never one to give away my age, but there was a 14 year age difference there... he was 14 years my junior!!!  he is so sexy and so sweet... maybe someday we will get back together...  im just not holding my breath...

in other news... i have stopped smoking the green... can you believe it?  im trying to get a job that pays 9.00 an hour and they have to do a piss test... so i havent smoked since July 6th...  wish me luck on the test... lets hope it is a test i can pass...

in other news... i have helped two different people move this month... one move was quite easy compared to the other move... the first move, my dear friend was not prepared at all... i blame it on the bad shit that she had been smokin... and im not talkin about weed either!!!  hopefully she can get her life together and dump her drug dealing boyfriend and turn her life around... honey im worried about you... dump that piece of shit... (he really is a nice guy... but i feel that he is using her for her money and her car... lets see... ive been there before as well...)

i have given up on the Atkins diet... i think tomorrow im going to start back on my Raisin Bran diet... wish me luck...

well thats about it for all that i can think of for the month of july... sorry its been so long since i have updated... kisses to you all and thank you so much for all your love and support...

Love & Light

Constance

a Break?

Well the fireworks kinda went off last nite... and now I'm single again... I am a little sad cuz i really liked him... but i guess if you look at it... i was kinda neglecting him... but i blame it on this damn diet!!!  Its working... but at what cost to my mind... oh wait a minute, i forgot... i didnt have one of those to loose... LOL

So HAPPY 4TH OF JULY TO ALL... HOPE YOUR DAY HAS A REFRESHFUL bAnG!!! TO IT.

WITH LOVE&LIGHT...

C o N s T a N c E

When things are going well... there sometimes can be HELL

well this week has been kind of a chaotic one in the Stone household... something was said the following friday by someone very close to me... and it just made me come even more unglued at the seams... LOL imagine that...  so anyway its been festering with me for a week, and keeping a relationship strained...  But i think because this touched on a Nerve that was formerly from my icky ex...  and i just couldnt get it out of my mind... and i feel terrible because the person that I'm with now is truly a great guy... but just the statement that was made... and the tone... hope i can maybe make everything better... but did i do anything wrong? or should i have just confronted the issue head on?  But instead i was kind of distant...

plus on top of all this... im still on ATKINS...  as of tomorrow it will be a month... if i would have gotten on the scales this morning after i poopped and seen that i hadnt lost anymore i would have said Pass the Bread... ATKINS IS DEAD... But amazingly i stepped on and there was a weight loss!!! that made me happy... so i will try sticking with it for a bit longer and see if the weight really does just seem to drop off...

in other news... Constance had a very beautiful nite out last nite in Tucson... but it wasnt just a gay bar that i went to...  I first went to a Goth Bar... it was a really nice club, that was decorated in Black and Red, and the music was interesting mix of electronica mixed with an industrial feel... it was a really different scene than i was used to but no one gave me any shit!!! So i had a wonderful time... i went with my best friend Allen, and two women that we work with... they are into Goth alot...

well i gotta get off here...

Love & Light

C O N S T A N C E