a productive friday the 13th...

well, here it is saturday june 14th, and i have managed to do my three mile walk this morning... and have talked on the phone with my beautiful cousin and the day is going well... might head out to the grocery store in a few minutes and get some necessities, and then come back home to where i intend to spend the rest of the day...  yesterday was a very productive day as i got three Connie treasures in the "can"... one of which i have posted on youtube... entitled Connie's World: A review of Cyndi Lauper's new CD, Bring Ya to the Brink... featuring her current single, Into the Nightlife.  Will see about getting some more footage ready and in the can today, as well as want to paint some ornaments... 

diets going not to bad, i only ate once yesterday, but it was China Buffet, with China Collins, she is such a wonderful person, its to bad the world can't be filled with more people like her...

hoping for a beautiful, uneventful day... maybe i'll go for another walk tonite... they are so refreshing and exillerating, and nice to get out of the house and away from all the bullshit... 

no things haven't gotten any better, tried to say good morning this morning when i got back from my walk, don't know if he didn't hear me, or what but it really doesn't matter now... the hurt has been done, as well as the damage, it would take an awful big apology, which that would be only a dream cuz its not coming, but oh well... Whitney sang, its not right,but its ok, and Cher sang Strong Enough... those are two very powerful songs for empowerment, to remember who i am, and what I do not need in my life...

Love&Light,

Constance

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High & Mighty

Went for what i think was a four mile walk today... after having fallen off my diet for a few days...  didnt walk yesterday because i woke up to late... today i actually woke up around six, and went for a walk... When i was walking, this song was the first song that came on when i started up my Ipod... its kind of ironic, because it was the same song that was playing when a storm was brewing inside someone elses head last nite during a drive after a misunderstanding had started that got pretty ugly and hurtful by someone i consider a friend...  that were using their words to be all HIGH & MIGHTY, but not in the good way... 

as i was doing my walk, the air was so fresh and it gave me time to think, while the song was playing...  about what it is that I am trying to do with my life... where I'm going? you know those big questions that you can't always come up with an answer with because the concept is to far reaching?  and what does all this have to do with the song, High & Mighty by Cyndi Lauper?  I bet your confused at the moment, but let me enlighten you...

last nite, my friend/roommate came home from work, and i had asked him if he wanted to go eat, and go to target, my treat...  well that was at six thirty... his answer, im not hungry, we don't need anything at target...  ok,  so the nite proceeded... i was kinda hungry cuz all i had ate all day was toast and a self serve portion of Macaroni and cheese... 

so we proceeded to smoke, to work up the munchies, and every  so often, i kept bringing up food...  well finally sometime after 8 we decided that we were going to go to Chipotle...

by the time we got there and ordered, and i paid for my food, in my highness, i had forgotten that I was going to pay for his, he asked me if i was gonna pay for his, and i said, i hadnt planned on it...  obviously forgetting what i had said earlier... so he paid for his and then said something, in which i couldn't hear as he walked out the door, i couldnt tell what he said due to the loudness and echos of the building... but i could tell he said something smartass...

so we got in the car and were driving home, asked a question, got my head bit off basically with a smart ass answer because my question did not come out properly about the art institute... so i just turned up the music, and low and behold... it was Cyndi's High and Mighty...  so below, I have enclosed the words to the song and below and how it relates to me and this on so many levels, below each set of lyrics i am enclosing how it relates...

Listen to the sound when ya...
Living high and mighty
Living high and mighty
Living high and mighty yea yea yea yea...

How do you see yourself inside your mind?
Do you ever catch yourself step out of time?
If I had a dollar every time I tried
I'd be living high and mighty

inside my mind i see myself as a little confused about life, a little messed up, unsure about the state of the world and where my place is in the world.  Do i ever catch myself stepping out of time?  All the time. And I feel that sometimes I can do it successfully, which i don't know if other people can be envious of that, and yeah, to bad i can't get paid for every time i have tried, if i were, i would be HIGH & MIGHTY... The world has gone to hell in a handbasket and it is all very depressing... i know im depressed, and i need to come out of it... and i thought i could do it through my mind... little by little... , hey I did quit smoking cigarettes on December 22nd... a friend of my friends did a palm reading on me at a restarant and one of the profounding things that she said was "You don't like change"... it was scarry, i just met this woman and she was reading me like a book... me not liking change was part of the conversation that we were having last nite during our heated hurtful conversation.... will tell more about that later... back to high and mighty...

How do you see yourself inside your mind? ??? thats to you
Who do you look at when you close your eyes? ??? thats to you as well...
If I had a dollar every time I cried,
I'd be living high and mighty, yes yes yes...

Again, if i got paid for my tears, whether they were for tramatic events in my life, concerning death, destruction, loss, regret, and loosing you best friend in the whole wide world... the tears add up and i would be so rich,  sometimes just being able to cry and let it all out is so freeing and rejuvenating... but i really don't want to do it out of loss for somebody real... it hurts to much and that pain will always be inside somewhere, althought after time its not as intense, no matter how much you try to escape it, its buried in there and memories can make the pain echo inside your mind, and the tears can start flowing, how can i stop the tears?  By escaping the realities of life and what a big shit pile it can be sometimes.

Living high and mighty
Living high and mighty
Living high and mighty, ma my, my mind, my mind ...

my mind, my mind... you really don't want inside of it do you, its scarry enough for me...

Then I guess it wouldn't be so bad without you,
Wouldn't even mind the things that you do
Wouldn't walk away all steamy, cool
I'd be living high and mighty yea yea yea

Steamy, Cool?  hmmm, at least when i walk away, you know im pissed, and for a good reason, not because someone is high and forgot...  maybe if it hadnt been an hour and a half later, and i was sober, the thought would have been clear... kick a gurl during her escape time... gee thanks... and when you kick, you like to kick the livin shit out of people with your eloquent words... sorry i was so high and couldnt really defend myself against your battery of questions on what i wanted to do with my life right there at the moment, that question is far to perplexing for a moment like that... forgive me for being a dumbass...

Living high and mighty
Living high and mighty
Living high and mighty yea yea yea yea...
Living... ma my mind, my mind, my

the way you were talking to me, it did seem like you were the high and mighty one as you kept kicking me for not improving my life, sorry we don't hold improving our life on the same regards... yes i quit smoking, and yes last week I did start a diet, and this week i had fallen off for a few days... but i had every intention of getting back on it... im serious about wanting to get this weight off so that i can start feeling good about myself, to look at myself in the mirror and be happy with who i see, without having to apply the makeup with a spakle and throw on the blond wig...  you know what, not only have i quit smoking, and started a diet that im going to win on, and get this weight off... in this past five months, i have been actually working on my goal... sorry i couldnt answer that for you last nite in my highness, but thanks to you, you have gotten me a video camera, in which I have used the footage to get connie out there in the public consciousness... it may not be out on a stage just yet, but it is getting me out there so hopefully... someone will stumble upon it... and realize a goldmine when they see it... in me... but until that happens... i guess i gotta keep trudging away at it... you know what my all time dream is?  one that i have had since i was a little kid?  to be famous...  yeah, having to work with what i currently have, its a stretch, and thats why when you ask me that question, what do i wanna do with my life, i really don't have an answer that would seem to be something that would be in reach for most people...  but its what i want...  so if i have to have a day job, while trying to approach my dream,  thats what i gotta do...  i wanna make the world laugh,  escape for a moment from the current state of the world in which we live...

Listen to the sound when ya...

I keep a coat rack by my bed
Up against your closet and next to my head
Didn't mean to trap your cloths
Keep the door blocked, closed
So you can't get in and I can't get out
Sink into my pillow and dream what it's about

My Mind... do you really want inside?  it sucks im stuck inside... i would trade it sometimes if i could... its never been the best for remembering, but its all I got...

To be living high and mighty
To be living high and mighty, yea yea yea

get off your high horse and come inside...  if you dare...

Ma my, my mind, my mind...
Living high and mighty
I' d be living high and mighty
And keep the door blocked closed
My, my, my,
Yea, yea, yea

understand yet?  or more confused?  Welcome to my world...  how do you explain to someone that you wanna be famous without them laughing at you? that is the goal that i have always had... and have stumbled many times... but you have been helping me to obtain that... look at when we seen Ajia, she knew me as the crazy bitch... but at least she knew me... otherwise, she might have not remembered me because im all meek and quite and insecure... maybe that's cuz im fat, and that makes me insecure about myself... i am going to change, and its because i have wanted to do this for me... sorry if you feel that i haven't been a friend to you... sorry i forgot i said my treat, or that im not doing anything with my life... but arguing with you is pointless... because you seem to be perfect, so that gives you the right to judge other people...   i don't judge you, and i don't sit there and try to point out all of your faults to you... because its not my place... its your life to live, and not mine to run...

loosing my virginity...

trying to add a video here but not shure if it will let me... might be to big... think its too big... let me try the blogspot blog... this will decide alot for me... but i did try to make here the first place i posted a constance video from the early years

love&light

constance

been a long time since i had anything to say... lots to tell...

ok... first, i always apologize when ive been gone for awhiles... well, im not gonna do that because as they say... gno gnews is good gnews, with gary gnew...  LOL

today is the first day of febuary, 2008... what have I been up to?

       * on December 22nd, 2007five thirty am, maybe six am...i smoked two cigarettes at the airport before getting in line to begin my journey home for the holidays... yeah i hadnt been home in two christmas's... i survived but it was nice to go home and have a beautiful white Christmas with family...  i didnt get to see any of my friends, partly due to the weather, partly due to... well lets not point fingers, whats done is done... im going to try to understand the meaning of the song, Have You Never Been Mellow? by lovely Livvy...  oh, back to the pointe... so it is now feb 1st 2008 and i have not had a cigarette since that morning... aren't ya proud of me?  I am... so now my next feat... is to get back my girlish figure...

      **today... i get to see the movie I had a part in... where i played a character who was described as the whore of cincinatti... they wanted either a woman or transvestitte, busty and overweight for the part... now is that typecasting or what? LOL anyhow... as history tells us... i got the part... so now here i am... awaiting to go and see the movie tonite... im getting so exited!!! thinking about it... hope i look fabulous...

 i know ive probably ommited a lot from there... i think last year drained the life right out of me with the passin of my girl... Anna Nicole Smith... it just kinda rocked this gurl's world... we both started off in 1992... although you managed to reach Superstar status, and im just sittin here bloggin... but hey... its 2008... 8 is my favourite number... ten years ago, i got it all together... LOL well... not really but I looked Good!!! LOL

yes... some might want to call me the Britney of the Drag World... minus the paparrazi... LOL  i love Britney and I hope she gets the help that she needs... i want to be optimistic in 2008... oh... and not only now do i have one myspace page, I have three... one of them is devoted to Lil Connie... check it out... www.myspace.com/lilconnie_dramaqueen

so between all those, and a spotty posting history on www.thruthepurplehaze.blogspot.com  i have trouble keeping up with this one... i wish i could make this as streamlined as the blogspot one.... thats my one complaint about this, i like that they have added video to this... but lets update the look too please...

oh and also wanted to post that months ago, i told friends that John Black was Colleen Brady and Santo Dimera's love child on Days Of Our Lives and today... that very secret was revealed in the new issue of Soap Opera Digest...  I knew it... John is part Brady, part DiMera...

gotta jump in the shower... wishing you the best of my love

Love&Light

Constance

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nothing is as nothing does

 

I know its been awhile since i have last blogged... I apologize for the long delay... its just been different... im currently doing emails at work which is a nice job change... dont know if i have reported that... so had another birthday... and now have turned 27 for the second or third time, I loose count... but they really don't matter do they, because you can be however young you want to be if you feel strong enough about it and do not feel old... just somewhat emotional... you know, those kinda saturday mornings you are getting a slow leisurely wake up, and browsin MySpace and the phone rings at 8:30 am and we have some woman from India calling for Tribute MasterCard 1st bank of Delaware calling trying to offer me a credit card when i am on the do not call list... and she mangles my last name... i was very pleasureable as i inquired information aboutt where she was calling from... then i asked to speak to a supervisor when she kept addressing me incorrectly... LOL poor thing, I advised her to go back and have some more english lessons... and then had more difficulties with him addressing me improperly and repeating ten times that he was going to take me and put me in the do not call list... it was such an exhillirating way to wake up playing total super bitch on the phone!!! I only did it because I do not appreciate American companies outsourcing jobs to India... keep them here in America and pay a fair wage... if they were based in the United States I do not think I would have went ballistic on them... but talking to people from India named Mary Jackson, and supervisor  named Peter Black, I know that is not what they name people in India...unless they work for outsourced American Companies... how many American's went hungry last year?   think about that before agreeing to let companies outsource for much cheaper... it probably costs just as much to make sure that they can read everything perfectly from their cards...  guess I let it slip out of me that I'm not a fan of Outsourcing to other countries american jobs.

unitedly Yours...

C L S

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Kate Roberts awakens Roman Brady from Coma with 5 words: I Slept with Stefano DiMera

 she told roman that he was her concicous... and he was her right from wrong... and that she slept with a man for money today... she slept with the man that she had sold herself to in the past... I slept with stephano Dimera.... my drag momma just called her an alley cat

 

pic i did the other nite

the first video i post

was searching thru youtube... and since this is the first video i am posting... i am posting Anne Heche's first scene as Victoria Love on Another World... enjoy...

Long time no see...

sometimes i forget to write anything... but sometimes there is nothing to write... and actually when im on here im not writing anything anyway because instead im actually typing... but what if the typewriter or computer for that matter were not invented... where would we be? reading a book? LOL im sure there are other things that i could think of instead of reading...

where have i been you ask? or where am i going for that matter? to be honest i do not know... but if i find my way ill holler... not that im really lost, but if i was could i be found?  well i am now seeing that aol has added the option to here for video... and here i have been posting away on my other blog... www.thruthepurplehaze.blogspot.com  with various findings from youtube... check it out... it will excite you...!!!

Love&Light

Constance

a shout out goes to Anitra who has given birth to baby Catherine Marie... i can't wait to meet her... im sure she is keeping Mommy and Daddy John pretty busy... if they send me a pic i will share on here...  all my love and best wishes darlin... every time i tried to call you were sleepin... gettin ready to have a baby has got to be exhausting... and now all the feedings and the dirty diapers... ill be there in spirit helping... Love You

New Photos coming soon to here, myspace and blogspot

well the movie was filmed... getting pics prepped to change the look of myspace page as well as post some fun slideshows from of my look from that nite... they requested that i wear whore red... and when questioning them about the lines for the movie... it was improve... he said channel your inner whore... it was all so natural... ill probably get an Oscar... LOL  cant really give any details on the movie, as i have signed a confidentiality agreement... i guess thats a usual thing in the film business?  i dont know... but i can now say i've had my first acting role... so now i can add ACTRESS to my list of accomplishments...  gonna go play with photoshop and slideshows... hope to have the fun posted soon

Love & Light

Constance

the second installment from the begining...

just wanted to start off saying if you check out thru the purple haze pt 2 i have posted some fabulous finds that i have found on YouTube of some favourite things... including new work from Julie Brown featuring a wonderful new song entitled... I want to be Gay!!! check it out its hilarious... the website again is www.thruthepurplehaze.blogspot.com

now before i begin the story again... i really should go back and read what i wrote before to know where to continue from...

so the story continues...

   i do not remember much from the time that i was born until the time that i was little... i think that most people could relate to that statement...  its not like i can pull a certain full memory out from that part... now looking thru a picture book seems like it can easily open up memories from the past, but when im eating my birthday cake when i was one and had it all over my face? It really seems like from the picture i was having a really good ol time with that birthday cake... but it doesnt cause any flashes of memories to come flooding to me...

    i always loved looking thru the photo albums growing up... looking at pictures from the past, seeing how young someone once was... to be able to try to put yourself into their shoes, to try to understand what their world could have been like... what molded them... what programmed them with their values,... and what values did they try to pass on to me? i know the strongest value that i have learned from all of my family is Love... i do remember that there was so much love around me...

    the photos cannot lie... i had the biggest blue eyes full of innocence, and the longest eyelashes... and a full head of luxurious blonde hair...  i was the belle of the ball... i would sing and dance to twinkle twinkle little star... and wail the hell out of Delta Dawn... a song made famous by i think she was then 14 years old Tanya Tucker... Whats that flower you had on? did you say it was a mancion in the sky? 

    i remember that my mum hadto work alot and when i was very young i was taken care of by my Grandma, her mother, which would make that my Great Grandmother, and my Grandma's sister, my Aunt Ruthie...  i remember when i was a very young child going to my Aunt Ruthie's house...  the walls in the house were like a fabulous blue green on brick, it was a very interesting house...  i can remember spending alot of time there... i really loved playing with Aunt Ruthie's beautiful Jewelry, I loved it... and she had these wonderful beads that i could snap together and make a really big necklace... i loved to wear it and feel pretty...  the only problem with that fact, and not saying that feeling pretty is wrong, that i was a little boy...

     Little boys are not supposed to want to be little girls...  but at that time it was a mystery as to what made us different... and what i had to accept that i wasnt... which could lead to who i am today... but that is only further psychoanalyzation made on my part and im not a doctor or anything believe me... if you've read this far you might even have realized that i do not have a PHD and im not a psychic or anything... just another random confused individual living on this lovely rock called earth...

    Anyway...i also remember going to my Great Grandma's when i was very young... i would sing and talk into the tape recorder, different things that came to my mind, i have some copies of this saved onto a cd... its pretty interesting... i loved my Great Grandma so much... she owned a hotel... it was her huge house that had been built by her husband a long time ago... made from rock, and then there were six "cabins" and then two houses at the end... she would rent them out to passer by's in the area... i also remember being at my Great Grandma's and listening to the radio with her, as she would listen to the morning radio personality... Ted Bee... believe thats how you spell it... from what i hear, thirtysome years later, Ted still has his radio program... wow... he has quite a following in the little town of Boonville and New Franklin...

    Pringles and Ovaltene? dont know how you spell it... but those were some of the things that i remember loving as a child... my Great Grandma would always have these things... plus, she would make me some wonderful custardto drink... i would love to have some of that custard now...  But onto my Great Grandma's wonderful daughter... the woman that was truly my best friend... My Grandma Allie... she was a truly a beautiful woman with a very big heart, someone whos presence in my life i truly miss... but that is a long way coming in my story, and she loved me more than anything...

to be continued

Thru The Purple Haze: The Beginning,aka Chapter 1 pt1

    Like all stories... they have a beginning, a middle and and end... this story doesn't have the ending written yet, but it does have a beginning and plenty of middle, and will be full of a bunch of psychoanilization  to find out who in this world i truly am... what i was brought into this world to be, and plenty of questions that might get answered as i go thru and tell everything that i can remember, and how it affected me as a person to drive me to who i am now and who i could be in the future... so lets re begin this story at the beginning... where it all started...

           Once upon a time... in a small city in Missouri, a beautiful young girl was in a hospital, she was barely 18... She was about to give birth... but she was only 7 1/2 months pregnant so the baby would be premature.  She had a family that loved her very much, and made sure she knew that they would be there for her no matter what... considering the baby's father didn't want anything to do with this child... and his lovely mother even tried to convince this young girl to have an abortion... The two families were filled with hatred for each other... and the innocent one was about to enter this world...    

     on November 4th, 1970 the premmie entered this world, less than five pounds... the baby would have to remain in the hospital for over a month to be over five pounds so it could leave the hospital (why is it now i never have a problem gaining weight?) Born to the world was a beautiful baby with big blue eyes, blonde hair, complete with a white streak that Grandma pointed out in the incub... The baby was well loved by its Mom, Grandma, Grandpa, and plenty of Aunts, Uncles and Great Aunts, and beautiful wise Great Grandmothers...  Just no Father around...  but that is a factor that will weigh in thru out the story... the story has only just begun... stay tuned for the next installment... until then

all my love

Constance

still here

just so you dont think i fell off the planet, or think that i might have reached my expiration date to... i wanna let you know that im here and doin ok... am moving again this thursday to a different apartment in the same complex, so then ill have my own bedroom... whooo hoooo... then i can entertain in the way that i do best...LOL but... if you've been tuning into my other blog at www.thruthepurplehaze.blogspot.com, you will see that everyday since Anna died, i went thru and did searches for Anna Nicole Smith in www.youtube.com and posted all kinds of tribute videos set to music with picture collages to help you remember all the beauty that Anna possessed, as well as clips that were taken for Television news reports, and also found a fabulous Anna video done by Anna herself singing the Marilyn Monroe tune "My Heart Belongs to Daddy"...  Ive been watching alot of the news channels and listening to people talk about her-- they talk about how sweet she was, and was deeply hurt when people talk about her saying lots of mean things that hurt her feelings... Oh Anna, i so wish i could have known you... but just know, I'll never forget you and you will always be in my heart... you have entertained the world in one way or another, may you rest in ever loving peace... I hope your doing well up there with Daniel, and I'm sure you've met my best friend Seth up there... he will be lots of fun...

my love always and forever

Constance

dont forget... check out www.thruthepurplehaze.blogspot.com  it will excite you!!!

i will always love you Anna Nicole Smith

i will always love you Anna Nicole Smith

you will always be my hero and one of my idols to whom i really looked up to, you, like I, do not know my real father, and you have made it from the bottom up and created a name for yourself... you are such a beautiful person on the inside and the out... you made the world laugh and have fun as they watched your zany antics and all the while... you were the one laughing because you got america hooked yet again... i wish i could have a full lifetime to know about the life of Anna Nicole, you really inspire me, and like Marilyn you are gone before your time... I will never forget you and keep your name spread throughout the encounters in my life... I wanna take the time to thank my friends who all called and offered their condolences to me because they all know how much i love you and knew how devastated it would be when i found out the news... each day since Feb. 8th 2007 has been getting a bit easier, but those tears still well up and begin to flow when i think about you leaving this world... i know you will remain a legend just for who you were, and you definately was my generations Marilyn Monroe... why is it all of the beautiful Blonde Bombshells leave far to soon... God please look over Dannilynne and make sure whoever gets custody treats that child like the perfect little PRINCESS that she is... All of this news has just broke my heart... Ive been a total wreck... yesterday on the way to work i was driving and i broke into tears thinking about your passing... you will truly be missed on this realm...
Sorrowfully saying goodbye for now my beautiful blonde idol...
Constance Lee Stone

I'll Miss you Anna

Anna... all my love and i hope your with Daniel and my friend Seth and happy  in heaven... i have today lost my hero in life... yes i have Wonder Woman, but she wasnt real... but Anna was... but alot of people either thought she was stupid or a gold digger... but i heard a good expression of her on the news... as dumb as a fox... and you know foxes aren't dumb... Anna you are definately right in the ranks of Marilyn Monroe, and you created  a name for yourself and you left us far to young... i will truly miss you... all my love forever... a light just went out in my life...

love you always

Constance Lee Stone...

WONDER WOMAN DELAYED YET AGAIN

Just wanted to take the time to report that Wonder Woman #4 has been delayed for at least the fifth time now if not more... it has been since june since we got issue number one... and since then... we have had two more issues... thats three issues of Wonder Woman in an eight month period... never in all my years of reading Wonder Woman has there been this much of a gap between issues because the writer of the comic has actually bit off more than he can chew and is putting his priorities in the wrong order... get your issues done so we can move on with a writer who understands deadlines and adheres to them... lets welcome best selling author Jodi Piccoult to the writing reins for Wonder Woman... i hope if Heinberg can't get his issues out on time... they still release Jodi's as scheduled to smear the poo in his face for his treatment of my favourite Super Heroine... i do give credit where credit is due... and the story is very good... but its not so good that its excuseable to allow so much of a gap between issues... i hope DC has learned their lesson and will never allow this person to touch Wonder Woman again... they relaunched her at a new number one... and at first the excitement had all built up... but then the constant delays.. im tired of it... get him out of the game... find a competent writer to finish it up and lets move on... im sure ABC wouldnt handle things so nicely if he wasnt keeping up with his scripting of Greys anatomy and kept lagging behind... and to top it off...he finds time to get on My Space... stay off there til you have all your shit done... you have really really really dissapointed some Wonder Woman fans out there...Shame on you Mr. Heinberg... you started with lots of fanfare... but with all these delays... you almost make this fan not care... learn how to adhere to deadlines next time is all i have to say!!!

so mad i could spit
Constance

my view of the State of the Union

standing up there, looking like an idiot... the audience claps as the president , as they have now announced it for like the second or third time now... i think we are aware of the most hated man in the world is...as least he addressed Madame Speaker... Nancy Polosi? good thing he mentioned those senators who couldn't be here tonight... is he about to give a sermon?  Wisdom to face it together? wouldn't that mean that he had to have wisdom to? 7.2 million new jobs? hmmm... and the rich get richer and the poor get poorer... state of the economy... priorities... balance the federal budget my ass... how? do you have a trillion dollars in your pocket Bushie? and not raise taxes... federal budget? does that include the war? Earmarks... never heard of them... but i guess that they are slipped into reports... do they cover up the booing with more clapping?  Entitlement... social security.. save social security... yes i want that... ive paid into it... oh and now he goes onto public schools... time to eat... but can you notice... he starts talking about all his empty promises before he can talk about the real issue... the war.... right now all he is saying is everything he knows people want to hear... that's why they are clapping... and then won't follow thru... if i do see a follow thru i will gladly eat my words... but he hasn't impressed me after the war started and no weapons of mass destruction found... his speech this time makes him sound a bit more intelligent that some of the dumbass shit that he said that has made him sound like a total moron... i give credit where credit is due... he did keep America calm after 911... terrorist's terrorist terrorist's....terrorists cells...  Thanks to our Troops for protecting us from.... it may all seem like ramblings thru the state of the union review... totalitarian... big word... islamist radical movements? domina middle east... regime... wow... im learning some big words here... there goes the totalitarian... let me just say... i do not want a draft to come back... i don't think its fair to send someone who believes in peace with all their heart to send them off to war and scar  beautiful souls forever...20,000 more  troops... 4000 more marines...  I pray for everyone that is sent off to this awful war... may you come home safe and sound, may God watch over you and you're family while you are away... he is so trying to get us to buy into his bullshit to make us want to send more troops against this war on terror...92,000 in five years? volunteer reserve core? you can actually go a volunteer? if you wanted to volunteer... why not join one of the armed forces...?  that's nice to ggive money to Africa for all these things... but shouldn't some of that money be spent right here in our country to handle our problems that we face here like homelessness, and health care for all... not just some...  well after one hour and three minutes... the speech is over... and what did we learn? that our State of the Union is Strong...  is that how he envisions that we are is Strong?  he says what he wants to say... to sway people over to his way of thinking... health care was a good issue... but he stated... it will help some... help everyone...  tax deductions... to sum it all up... sad echoes of promises he made time and time before... and has done nothing with concerning global warming as well as other issues lightly addressed... just being polite enough to sway over the wishy washy person in the middle who cannot make up their mind if they want to move over to his side and way of thinking... im sorry but someone forgot to slip me a brainwashing pill so i could believe all of his shit again... so i guess one year from now... in 2008 we will hear the man make his last state of the union speach because in 2009 we will have a new president that will be able to deliver it to us... hopefully it will be Hillary!!! well ive had all of his union that i can handle... i made it thru the whole thing and didnt throw up... but you know my eyes were rolling and i was hollering at the tv... well gotta run... love ya... constance

the village idiot has escaped and he's giving a speach tonite

well,  the title pretty much says it all, tonite is that state of the union speach... im ready to roll my eyes as the stupidity rolls from his mouth like diahrehea squirting out of a sh*thole... how could everyone who voted for the idiot live with themselves...?  and all of the dear troops that are over fighting for our freedom in a war that should have never been started... and all the lives that we have lost so far that just keep adding up... when will this madness end? when will someone get some sense and have him court marshalled and taken care of the same way they took care of Saddam... im sure we could sell tickets for the event and maybe start paying off this trillion dollar war? then we could sell it on DVD as well... that would raise more money... and im sure its a video that we could sell around the world... and the voice over music could be DING DONG THE DICK IS DEAD (to the tune of ding dong the witch is dead) i have to say i will always support the troops because they are just doing what they are told... but as for the idiot pulling the strings... ITMFA!!!!

loveYou

Connie

ok ok... so its been awhile since i posted...

just wanted to post a blog in here... i realize its been a long time... i have to say that this blog isnt near as fun as the one that i have on blogspot... be sure and check it out... thats www.thruthepurplehaze.blogspot.com  on there i can be as raunchy as i want to be... find you hot men with body fluids shooting everywhere... whereas here i got to keep it clean... whether its naughty or nice... its all me... all rolled up into one... so be sure and check out  the link above, and see the video treasures i have posted... now if i can get used to blogging in it every day... who knows... it may become the favourite journal of 2007, what an honour it would be to be award winning like www.dudetube.blogspot.com  stranger things have happened

love you lots

Constance