oops i pushed a wrong button... teehee

  ok ok... put some Dolly Parton in, her newest release... Those were the Days... remakes of classics... its a very good CD... including John Lennon's Imagine...

seriously, i didnt mean to blog this soon, you might think something is wrong, but it isnt but i have to admit i do like coming to my blog for my links to my favourite sites... it saves me time from having to frickin type it all out all the time... but if i go to them all the time, what new things are there to look at... go outside my loop and discover something anew, its like learning about something you've never really cared about before... so let me have another treat... then i shall be back with a link to my search of the day... was it interesting? we will see... brb

ok ok... without even a treat i managed to visit a site i have never been to before, but its takin my computer a bit to load it... oh well... i tried here's the link...  http://www.transamerica-movie.com/    its a movie i really want to see... but i also want to see Brokeback Mountain, i heard its really a tearjerker... love those... Days of Our Lives had me bawling with tears streamin down both sides of my face like a waterfall... it was bad...  Lexie told Bo and Hope that their son was braindead, the only thing that was keeping him alive was the respriator...  Bo and Hope agreed to let them use Zachs liver to save little Claire...  which is actually Shawn's baby...  KUDOS to Kristian Alfonso for her riveting portrayal of a mother loosing her son, and i wish that on no one... she deserves an Emmy for that performance.... oops i forgot to watch Project Runway last nite...

well guess ive babbled for enough time for the moment, talk at ya later...

toodellz

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Call Me Lazy

well sorry i havent been such a good blog poster... but i think its just because i have been a little bit lazy... brief rundown of last year since i last posted til now... hmmm where should i begin... well i did survive the holiday blues... dont remember if i reported that i went out on christmas eve and got so drunk i dont remember half the evening... imagine that... LOL anyho... new years eve there was a huge bear party at the house, it was a bit scarry but i survived the ordeal with the help of my dear friend Allen... after new years not much really happened worth writing about and then this last friday nite we went out to some straight bars with friends of ours from work... it was Abby's birthday, it was pretty fun... got a little drunk.... and so did my friend... we have the scar's to prove it... i have a bite mark on my arm, and he has a slash across his arm from falling on a glass when i threw him out of the bed for kickin me... LOL but we were drunk, and it was all good... so thats the highlight of my past week plus a bit more... how about you? 

if you ever watch Days of our Lives... there is a very powerful dramatic storyline happening on there... involving Bo, Hope, the death of their little boy by a hit and run driver...  only the hit and run driver is Chelsea, Bo and Billies daughter... and Bo has hid the fact from Hope that Chelsea drove that nite, chelsea thinks she hit a pot hole, but she was driving a big ol SUV, which belonged to BO!!!  But there will be a good side to loosing Zach, because Belle's daughter is about to die and needs a liver transplant... Belle thinks that the father of her baby is Phillip Kiriakias, her husband, but she doesnt realize that her and Shawn Brady actually slept together, even though they thought they were dreaming and the baby is his!!!... isnt that funny how that happens... so actually Zach's liver is going to save Shawn's baby girl with Belle... the drama thickens because hunky Shawn Brady has proposed to cute Mimi Lockhart!!!

like sands thru the hourglass... i wish you LOVE&LIGHT

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Madonna @ Wal-Mart?

was just reading some interesting information... if you happen to be at a local wal-mart around the united states on december 31st they are showing a free Madonna concert in the electronics department and on he televisions throughout the store...  kinda cool, kinda scarry... i actually went to walmart this morning and it wasnt to bad... can you believe it...

well i survived the holidays... im glad they are over...  had a nice dinner at the chinese buffet with my roommates so at least that was some sort of holiday cheer...

love and light

Constance

being filled helps fill holiday blues...

well the last 24 hours have been a bitch... let me tell you all about it... let me have another hit and ill tell you all about it... last nite i had to take my friend to the bus station so he could go home for christmas to Roswell...  well already having the christmas blues, i wasnt feelin to happy... so then, i got online when i got home... and had a HOT nineteen year old... and he filled me up real good... and it made me feel so much better... sometimes a gurl just needs a good plowin...  went to bed at three, and got up at four thirtay... sorry i missed the 420 mark, but i was awakened by my other friend to come and get her and take her to the airport, and then... for some strange reason, proceeded to stay up til noon, and have slept til four, and now am trying to do laundry when i remember it... and now... remembering it...i should head in and proceed with the laundry...

love and light

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Painting my Balls

well today is saturday... twas the saturday before the saturday of christmas eve... all was stirring... even the mouse...  there were no stockings hung by the chimney without care... hell if they wanted a pair, im sure i can find a well worn pair of pantyhose to spare...   as you can see... christmas isnt quite in my heart, maybe its cuz im going to be alone, no family this year, can you tell im so happy i could fart?

LOL just playin... really im getting ready to paint some ornaments... i still have yet to make a new webpage to display my beautiful glittered ornaments... but soon i promise... soon...

love and light

Constance

the blahs of blogging

well i am always apologizing for not coming and having something witty to say... well sometimes... they dont always come to me... sure i could sit here and talk about anything and go on meandering journeys that eventually will be lost upon space and time... it makes you question... does it really matter? who really gives a flyin  _ _ _ _?

LOL smile... don't take life to seriously... i mean do go after what you want in life... and follow your dreams... but don't take life personally... there are going to be good days and bad days... and whether your having one or the other, doesnt it really take more time to be angry? Life is to short... don't waste it... enjoy it... its the little things that mean the most...

as for life... it is the middle of december... and i have been painting alot of ornaments... should have them posted on here by the weekend...!!! i think im going to call my new screenname that im going to set up the webpage under will be called LilHoochiBalls... i wonder what that name could be referring to? It really makes me wonder...(to the tune of stairway to heaven... who ever knew that this blonde was a Zepplin fan... well i have to say that i once read an article where an interviewer asked Madonna what music she listens to while filming her sex scenes (for the movie of Body of Evidence... i think which is an excellent film despite the stupid critics panning... who else could drip candle wax and pour champagne on a man's crotch so well?) and she told the reporter that some of the music she listens to is Led Zepplin...  hows that for a fact?  LOL put that in your Zepplin and smoke it...

Love&Light

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does it really feel like christmas?

was just pondering... you know, here in Tucson Az, it just really doesnt feel like Christmas time is coming... its almost like you could never know it was happening if you stay out of all of the stores... LOL im sure all the christmas lights will be going up soon... its funny seeing christmas lights on everything from trees to cactus... i hope you dont get pricked when its time to remove the lights...

just got done downloading a OLIVIA christmas mix, must listen to it while i type...brb... it should brighten my mood... taking a beautiful ballad and making it have a different flavour... im already starting to smile... have you ever had music effect you in positive ways? When you get the chance to hear a song that just lifts your spirits... and its a christmas song... hey i might even begin to be happy... maybe... or maybe throw a BAH HUMBUG in there in the mix... This will be the first Christmas that i won't be going home for the holiday... just typing that is kinda makin me sad...  but... you know... ive made it thru worse things huh?  what will i do to occupy myself?  ill keep you tuned in... im sure it will be exciting... i have been painting ornaments again this year... ill try to post them on a webpage soon...

holiday wishes to all... Love&Light

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