this subject matter may be a bit titillating... but lately i have been having fantasies of people from the past... and if i could go back and change something i definatly would knowing what i know now... where is this going you may wonder? Well lets flash back to high school or maybe even Jr. High... there was this guy i knew, lets just call him Mr. Armstrong to protect the innocent... LOL or were they? If i could turn back time like Cher i would definitely follow thru with an incident that occured during HS... but i was so shy and timid then and didn't want anyone to know my deep dark secret..., all though everyone pretty much knew but i was in denial... if i faced facts a lot earlier i could have had "loads" more fun...LOL oh well... and another memory of being tortured, "mentally" in the locker room by Mr. Petre...again the name changed to protect the "innocent"...LOL he was like in 8th grade twice, and bared himself to me and wanted me to see what a "MAN" looked like with his anatomy standing at attention wanting me to oral... i was in sheer mortal shock cuz the locker room was full of other classmates... but knowing what i know now...Sing it Cher... LOL and even in 6th grade... a certain African American hottie, we'll name Mr. Fugate to protect the innocent... he used to always call me names, and one day in the locker room showed his engorged equipment wanting me to put it into my mouth... LOL if i could find a way... If i could turn back time... I would definately do things differently... those are my CONFESSIONS of the moment... LOL hope i wasnt to graphic but its good to get those secrets off my chest... why did i have to be so shy and introverted? because growing up in a small town its not acceptable to be gay in a redneck society... you would hear of horrible hate crimes done to people due to ignorance... STOP THE HATE!!! WE ARE ALL HUMAN... Love and Let Live...
well gotta scoot... here's the boot...
Connie
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