The Month of July in Review

Well July has been a whirlwind to say the least... not only did i loose a boyfriend, i gained another but that didnt last to long because i lost him too... LOL oh well... but me and the second boyfriend still have a very "special" friendship... but there was a huge age gap... now you know that im never one to give away my age, but there was a 14 year age difference there... he was 14 years my junior!!!  he is so sexy and so sweet... maybe someday we will get back together...  im just not holding my breath...

in other news... i have stopped smoking the green... can you believe it?  im trying to get a job that pays 9.00 an hour and they have to do a piss test... so i havent smoked since July 6th...  wish me luck on the test... lets hope it is a test i can pass...

in other news... i have helped two different people move this month... one move was quite easy compared to the other move... the first move, my dear friend was not prepared at all... i blame it on the bad shit that she had been smokin... and im not talkin about weed either!!!  hopefully she can get her life together and dump her drug dealing boyfriend and turn her life around... honey im worried about you... dump that piece of shit... (he really is a nice guy... but i feel that he is using her for her money and her car... lets see... ive been there before as well...)

i have given up on the Atkins diet... i think tomorrow im going to start back on my Raisin Bran diet... wish me luck...

well thats about it for all that i can think of for the month of july... sorry its been so long since i have updated... kisses to you all and thank you so much for all your love and support...

Love & Light

Constance

a Break?

Well the fireworks kinda went off last nite... and now I'm single again... I am a little sad cuz i really liked him... but i guess if you look at it... i was kinda neglecting him... but i blame it on this damn diet!!!  Its working... but at what cost to my mind... oh wait a minute, i forgot... i didnt have one of those to loose... LOL

So HAPPY 4TH OF JULY TO ALL... HOPE YOUR DAY HAS A REFRESHFUL bAnG!!! TO IT.

WITH LOVE&LIGHT...

C o N s T a N c E

When things are going well... there sometimes can be HELL

well this week has been kind of a chaotic one in the Stone household... something was said the following friday by someone very close to me... and it just made me come even more unglued at the seams... LOL imagine that...  so anyway its been festering with me for a week, and keeping a relationship strained...  But i think because this touched on a Nerve that was formerly from my icky ex...  and i just couldnt get it out of my mind... and i feel terrible because the person that I'm with now is truly a great guy... but just the statement that was made... and the tone... hope i can maybe make everything better... but did i do anything wrong? or should i have just confronted the issue head on?  But instead i was kind of distant...

plus on top of all this... im still on ATKINS...  as of tomorrow it will be a month... if i would have gotten on the scales this morning after i poopped and seen that i hadnt lost anymore i would have said Pass the Bread... ATKINS IS DEAD... But amazingly i stepped on and there was a weight loss!!! that made me happy... so i will try sticking with it for a bit longer and see if the weight really does just seem to drop off...

in other news... Constance had a very beautiful nite out last nite in Tucson... but it wasnt just a gay bar that i went to...  I first went to a Goth Bar... it was a really nice club, that was decorated in Black and Red, and the music was interesting mix of electronica mixed with an industrial feel... it was a really different scene than i was used to but no one gave me any shit!!! So i had a wonderful time... i went with my best friend Allen, and two women that we work with... they are into Goth alot...

well i gotta get off here...

Love & Light

C O N S T A N C E

Atkins Week 3

well i have completed three weeks on the atkins... im going to start to try excercising to go along with it... we'll see how it goes... im at least going to give it a month and see what happens...

last nite i lost my virginity... i actually did something that i have never done before!!! I went dumpster diving!!!  we found all kinds of perfectly good bread that was just thrown out from beyond bread!!!  why cant they donate all that to a homeless shelter instead of letting people in this world starve... the homeless could have had some good meals from that!!!  why do people in this world waste so much...?

i have met a very wonderful person that im happy to call one of my best friends here in Tucson!!!  We met a couple of weeks ago at work, but we really get along really well... he kind of reminds me of one of my best friends from Missouri...

well i guess i had better wrap this up... he's working on updating his resume so we can maybe get better jobs than the one that we have now... but im glad we both had the same job now or i never would have met him!!!

in other news... my BF is doing well... he's been working a whole lot... so i havent been able to see him as much...

well LOVE & LIGHT to all

    C O N S T A N C E

Atkins?

Well today marks two weeks on the Atkins diet... im going to weigh tomorrow and see if the pounds have dropped off... LOL will i continue the Atkins? or will i try another diet of eating healthy?  or should go back on my fabulous raisin bran, (the old Dexatrim (it could really suppress my appetite, i havent found anything so great... but that was back in 98 when i was down to a slim 160!!!  but then i met a couple of loosers and then my problems began... but im free of one of them and about to pull a fast one soon on the other... then he will be out of my wig... ill just be sure to give some very important phone numbers over to the debt collecters that are after me because of him... so since this has weighed on my back for such a long time... in 2005 i will finally be free of it all!!!

in other news... i experienced a strange twist of fate as i went to a party with my boyfriend... the hostess of the party was taking us on a tour of her beautiful house... she came to a guest bedroom and showed us pictures of her children... i noticed that she had a hot Son but I didnt pay to much attention to detail to the graduation picture of her son... just had a quick glance... but then i sat there and thought about it as she started to talk about her son... she said that he was a Chef in a big city in the state from which im from, so i looked back at the picture again... and i turned and asked her what was her son's last name... She told me... and i was like OH MY GAWD!!! i went to High school with this guy!!! She told me that she had lived in the town where i grew up for 25 years, and knew my family... LOL its a small world after all... they had moved out here where im living about five years ago...  are you uconfused about where i live and where i lived? i think all that and im confused too...

giving you the Best of My Love...

Love&Light

Constance

Everyday... the death toll rises...

was just checking my email and i had seen the current news flash across AOL... and i seen that more soldiers had been killed in Iraq... it just makes me really sad... If Bush would listen to what the people want instead of what he wants... we would be a better nation... but instead you get to walk around with your arrogant smile... all the while i know... you have alot of blood on your hands Mr. President... BRING OUR TROOPS HOME... END YOUR STUPID WAR... LOWER OUR GAS PRICES, QUIT GIVING BIG OIL COMPANIES THESE BILLION DOLLAR TAX BREAKS... HELL IF IT WERENT FOR THAT IM SURE OUR GAS COULD BE BACK DOWN TO 98CENTS AGAIN!!! QUIT LINING YOUR POCKETS WITH THE MONEY FROM THE MIDDLE AND LOWER CLASS WE CANT AFFORD ALL THIS SHIT!!!!

love & light

Constance

The BIG reason Brad Pitt left Jennifer Aniston

well i just was contemplating on maybe why Brad Pitt might have left Jennifer... and then this light bulb went on in my head... i must say i dont really remember the last time that it has came on!!!  althought thats not true, either is what im about to type... but what if the reason Brad left Jennifer for Angelina Jolie is the simple fact that Brad could be a SIZE QUEEN! Just look at the facts... Angelina has bigger lips then jennifer, and to some men, they just love big lips and all that a gurl can do with them... and i believe Angela has bigger eyes than Jenn, Bigger Breasts, Bigger Assets, as well as a bigger career than Jenn right now? are you a gold digger to Brad? if you are be sure to get the alimony and call me!!!... we could run away together, cuz i have something bigger than either one of them have!!!  or Tom Cruise... if Katie doesnt work out... let me know... ill be there for you...  i just hate to see anyone lonely

well thats all for now... tune into the next time i send out some more profound thoughts from one little brain cell underneath this blonde hair... that thought process almost sent me on overload...

expressing Love & Light to each and everyone...

Connie